You said to me,
"If you could only see yourself through my eyes."
The thing is--
I never believed it
But one person can change your world.
One moment of complete understanding
Can change your life.
You helped me see
What I really I am.
I was beautiful,
For the first time I began to believe
I was not something hideous and wrong.
My self-hatred melted.
My sun began to shine.
I stopped seeing myself
Deformed and worthless.
I was not a drain
I had something to offer.
You changed how I looked at myself
And that changed me.
I am becoming.
My wings have sprouted.
I leave the nest far behind.
I leave my pain, heartache and sorrow
To become what I was born to be.
My fear too has melted
Everything feels effortless now.
Why could I never see myself before?
Why did I waste so much time in fear and self-loathing?
I want to remember this feeling for eternity.
I always want to remember who I really am.
I have become--
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